I am so tired of not having anyone to do things with.
I just wish for once someone would call me and ask if I wanted to come over or go swimming or just do absolutely nothing so long as it involved me leaving my house.
It’s really sad when you can’t even remember the last time you stayed at a friends place.

Everything I have been feeling for the last week is just becoming overwhelming, I haven’t cried this much in years.
And the one person who can make me feel okay is on the other side of the country.
I don’t even have any family in town at the moment to distract me.
It feels like I’m going back to that place that I never wanted to go again..